Psalm 71:5 For you have been my hope, O Sovereign LORD, my confidence since my youth.
I made my commitment to follow God when I was just a child. I had great trust in Him and believed His word without question. I was happy to share and defend what I believed. (I could sing with gusto about how He brought me through ‘trials and dangers’ because, in reality, I had never experienced any!) Life was good!
As I grew older and my walk with Him deepened, I began to experience real trials and at times questioned whether I could walk this walk. I found out there were issues that required spending time seeking His direction. There were days when I would long for an answer and His reply would be “not now”. I went through many moments of wondering where God was when I needed Him. There were times I wondered whether I had made the right decision and whether I should have ‘lived my life first’ and then become a believer afterwards … There were many reasons to give up. At least, that’s what I thought.
At the height of a personal crisis, I came across Psalm 71:5 and decided to take stock of where I was and how I had gotten to this point. It began to dawn on me that:
- God had not changed. He is the same God I met in my childhood and He will be the same God when I meet Him face to face at the end of it all.
- Unless I decided to trust Him with childlike faith, I would spend time wandering in the proverbial desert when I could have been on my way to my destiny.
- The choice to trust Him is all that – it’s a choice. The ball is in my court.
If I say that everything is going according to plan and that life is coming up roses that would not be a true representation of where I am. I can say though, with all certainty, that God has never forgotten me and that He’s taken me through enough painful experiences for me to realize that there is nothing impossible where He is concerned. I can trust Him with everything I have and I have discovered the importance of being honest in sharing my disappointments, frustrations and regrets.
I am learning to sing like a child again. For one, He has brought me through a lot. For two, He has never left my side. There are still moments when I feel like He’s far away but I choose to believe He’s with me and that He will work all things in His perfect timing.
I pray that you would be reminded today, that God has not changed. I pray you would remember the times He brought you out of situations that seemed impossible. I pray He would give you clear directions for the questions you ask and that if He says “no” or “wait”, you will seek Him for grace and peace to go through this leg of your journey. He is your hope.
Father, I thank You for being my hope and my confidence. When I revisit events in my life, I can see how you have led me and I’m grateful that You never gave up on me even when I walked away from You. You are all I need and so much more. Today I build an altar as a reminder of Your unfailing love and Your guidance in my life. Sure, I can look at all that remains to be done (in my eyes), but I choose to look instead at all the joys and blessings You have brought me. I choose to believe that You are indeed the Faithful One and that Your plans for me are perfect.
“Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in Your sight, O Lord, my Strength and my Redeemer” Psalm 19:14
Amen
Blessings,
ann
Toni R
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Margaret
November 15, 2010 at 11:15 am
It is so marvelous and humbling to remember that our Lord is the same yesterday, today, and forever….. We go through turmoils, doubts, and fears, but He is ever the same….. That is so good to know as we keep getting older.
tonirand
November 15, 2010 at 5:43 pm
Indeed, Margaret.
It’s good that He doesn’t change. I have no clue where in the world I would be if He wasn’t the one constant in my life.
Blessings,
ann
Pat
November 15, 2010 at 1:13 pm
Wonderful!! It’s so good to know that God does not change nor will he ever leave me,I love the Lord and I am so grateful for all he has done and is doing in my life.Have a wonderful day Ann and thanks again for your prayers and words of encouragement.
Love you 😀 😀
tonirand
November 15, 2010 at 5:51 pm
Thank you Pat,
Our God is good and He remains all we need and so much more. I too am grateful for His love and all He’s done for me.
We support each other, dear Pat. Thanks so much and to God be the glory!
blessings
ann
Linda Kruschke
November 15, 2010 at 1:26 pm
Ann, What a wonderful post! As one who “lived my life first” before I came to put my trust in Jesus I can tell you that you definitely made the right decision. I’m not sure I would change anything I’ve done if I could go back and do it over, because what I’ve been through had made me who I am today and has made my relationship with our Creator what it is. But I am thankful that now I have real life, eternal life, and trust that God will bring me through whatever else there is to face. He is, indeed, my strength and my Redeemer! Peace, Linda
tonirand
November 15, 2010 at 5:59 pm
Thank you, Linda.
It’s great to know that His ‘measuring stick’ is the same for all of us who call Him Lord, regardless of whether we’ve been walking with Him 40 years or 40 minutes!!
His word says in Psalm 139 that He knew ALL our days even before we were born! Amazing … and yet He still loves me ? I continue to be amazed at how He loves.
Blessings always,
ann
Linda Kruschke
November 15, 2010 at 6:42 pm
Ann, I am amazed as well. And yet it was the simple knowledge that He does love me that saved me from myself. 🙂 Peace, Linda
tonirand
November 15, 2010 at 10:18 pm
So true, Linda.
Borne out in John 3:17… He did not come to condemn us in our sins but offered salvation instead.
Blessings,
ann
Debbie
November 15, 2010 at 11:06 pm
You have brought me such joy and peace today, to look back and remember when I was at that place when everything was so easy, when I was young in Him. The journey through the tough times certainly does show Him faithful and the same! And that He can grow us . . .grow me? Who’d have thunk it?! What a beautiful post, Ann, remembering all that He has done and still is doing in our lives today. God bless you big time! deb
tonirand
November 16, 2010 at 8:16 am
Our God is so wonderful, Debbie. His faithfulness is beyond my comprehension.
Your comment reminds me of the Gaither’s “Now More Than Ever” http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-kn8I9GK6Pc&feature=related . The chorus is:
“Oh but now more than ever
I cherish the cross
More than ever I sit at His feet
All the miles of my journey have proved my Lord true
And He is so precious to me. ”
Amazing grace is all I can think of. God bless you too, Deb. Thank you so much for
Blessings,
ann
CommentatorandPoet
November 16, 2010 at 4:45 am
Ann,
Thank you for taking the time to post on my most recent poem. Your observations was both touching and sightful in your remarks. Most readers would have missed the depth of understanding you managed to render from my work. Your site is both beautiful and of great assistance in encouraging all of us on our journey’s in this wonderful, but short life on this earth.
John J. Rigo
Publisher and Author
Amidst Series of Poetry Books
“A non-profit series of poetry books to assist the Homeless Cause in Texas”
tonirand
November 16, 2010 at 8:44 am
Thank you, John.
God has a way of knitting things together. He knows where to send us to find the word we need in the moment. Your poem provoked depth and God gave revelation 🙂
Have a wonderful day!
blessings,
ann
CommentatorandPoet
November 16, 2010 at 11:51 am
Ann,
You may have noticed on my poetry site, few links. One very special link to me is a very popular website that has close to seven thousand members with Daily Bible quotes. I am blessed in having a link on this site for many years. I feel the spiritual quality of your site also is in the catergory as that site. It would be my pleasure to exchange links with you, if you desire.
Blessings in your Journey,
John
tonirand
November 17, 2010 at 11:03 pm
Hi John,
Thanks for the heads-up 🙂
I’m a self-confessed “servant of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ”. My aim is to spread His love. My motivation for writing stems from my relationship with the Lord. If something I say will help others to a better understanding of who He is, I’m game!
Blessings,
ann
Moore to ponder
November 16, 2010 at 9:28 pm
I love this post! I am so glad that you have that joy that causes you to sing like a child. You are so right…He is an unchanging God,” with whom there is no variableness, neither shadow of turning”. It is so good that you shared this; that you are bringing glory to the Lord with this touching testimony!
Theresa
tonirand
November 17, 2010 at 11:07 pm
Thank you, Theresa,
Our God is so worthy of our praises … The same yesterday, today and tomorrow. Not a shadow of turning indeed!
The last couple of weeks have been different from what I’m used to. I don’t know where He’s taking me but I’ve decided to let Him lead (works better that way anyway!) It’s my desire to live “worthy of the calling”.
Blessings,
ann
ServantBoy
November 18, 2010 at 10:07 am
Ann,
Thank you for sharing this truth of our Christian walk. It is easy to jump for joy when we first believed but it is hard to smile when trials hit us and we seem not to be able to see God in our trials. However, for me I know that the real test of our faith is in trials and I praise God for every trial in my life because through it, I have grown stronger in my faith and love for Him for I know that He is at the helm of my boat and no storm is too big for Him. Thank you for sharing this wonderful message with us 🙂
In Him,
Vineet
tonirand
November 18, 2010 at 10:21 am
Hi Vineet,
Thanks for your kind comments. I like this phrase a whole lot “for me I know that the real test of our faith is in trials and I praise God for every trial in my life because through it, I have grown stronger in my faith and love for Him” This sounds like it could have been the inspiration for the song ‘Praise You in the storm’ 😉 Oh yes, the trials are supposed to make us stronger. I’m praying my will be surrendered fully to Him even when He’s not doing working by my plan 🙂
I know someone whose phone keeps dropping calls, even in the middle of very important discussions. She used to get mad, now she just shouts “Thank you Jesus!” each time she loses a call. I’m trying to adopt that when things go wrong. Gotta praise Him through it all.
Much peace and blessings
ann
justifiedfreely
November 19, 2010 at 8:00 am
Thank you for reminding me about a child-like faith. It’s seems to be easy for me to get wrapped up in all kinds of strange thinking and forget that I just need to trust Him. He doesn’t change, and I need to stay close to Him.
In Christ,
Ben
tonirand
November 19, 2010 at 8:53 am
You are most welcome, Ben.
We’re so thankful for His timely reminders. So grateful for the gentle nudges .
Blessings,
ann
kenisha
March 22, 2011 at 9:33 pm
I was praying and something said”go to Ann’s blog”,I was trying to ignore it because,I shut down for the night but its playing on my mind.So,I came to see what was in store for me and here I am.Sister A,thanks for the reminder that I need to trust God in everything.
Trust don’t come easily,am thankful that I have a Father whom I can trust in every situation.It gives me comfort to know that I can depend on him and trust that he’ll always be with me.
Lord,I thank you that I can cast all my cares upon you because you care.You say when I go through the waters,you will be with me,the rivers will not overflow me and I will go through the fire and not be burnt.Thank you for the reassurance that I can trust you with all that I am.Take charge of my life.
Trusting
Kenisha
Ann
March 24, 2011 at 11:02 am
Blessings to you, Dear sister and friend.
Praying He’ll continue to walk with you through the difficult times. I know you are praying and praising as you go – I am praying for your strength at this time.
Thank you for your faithful encouragement. He’s placed every person in our lives for a reason. Praying we’ll walk where He leads even when it’s not easy. Sometimes He takes us through situations not so much for ourselves but so that we can support another. May He refresh your total being as you rest in Him.
Blessings,
ann